A lot of things seem to be happening lately at an awfully fast pace. A few things have made click in the last couple of days. One actually clicked today. I will stop to do Aikido for the time being, and I'm not sure, whether I'll be going back to it again. It's not as it used to be and it has been quite a drag for a long time. I was just thinking, whom would I miss, if I never saw anyone of them again, and the list is extremely short.
Same happened, when I made the list for work. Yes, there are people, I'd be sad not to see anymore, but that's about it. In other words, there's nothing really keeping me here, so I'm free to look for a job somewhere else. It's not always nice to be the outsider, the loner, but once in a while it does have its advantages.
Anyway, those have been things that needed deciding, though I cannot help the feeling a far bigger decision is going to come up sooner or later. I don't know, what it will be about, but I can physically feel it building up, and usually it means a major change in life is to come.